Uncategorized

Six Years
ma-2526me2

Dear Ma, Well we’re here again, another year….. and I’ve got nothing to add to that. Well I do, it isn’t very often when I’m totally speechless. I think what I mean to say is, what can I add to that? It’s another year on, some days I miss you keenly, other days your memory […]

A love letter, now that I’m leaving.
IMG_5661

I fell into Stage Management, I was 22 years old with no plan, I had a degree that prepared you for nothing (back when you just needed a degree and didn’t have to worry about the debt). I was working little bit jobs, and not thinking about the future when a man I respected very […]

Dear A – a funny sort of love letter
Surprise

You know that clock that shows the Earth’s age and then blows your mind by reminding you that humans have only been around for like a second? Well, if that clock was for marriages, A and I would be a millisecond. Which probably goes some way to explaining why I’m not that great at marriage […]

Out of Office / Out of My Mind
IMG_6641

I am away. Out of Office. Yet compelled to write. I read a lot when I go away. I’m in an Agatha Christie zone at the moment, so much so that I’m living a kind of weird half life as an 85 year old sleuther I’m not sure that A. my 32 year old companion […]

Going Rogue is in Vogue
pollygosh_twist-fate

We are messing with my Meds. Which means we are messing with my hormones. Which means trouble. While I say ‘we are messing with my meds’ in a chavilar fashion, I’d like to make it clear it is with the full permission of my Specialist and Nurse, I have not gone rogue. My cancer was […]

Burtaversary!
pollygosh_ernie

This is an email I sent to A. just before my diagnosis, he was away on an international tour, I used to find this email sad but now I just think how far we’ve come. Benign Tumour! Almost! I’ve named him Burt. Hello my dearest flying man, So I met a very kind Dr today. […]

Five years more
pollygosh_musings

Dearest Ma, It has been five years again, last year I was convinced it had been five years – four didn’t seem hardly long enough for how long I’d been missing you. Four years seemed like no time at all and so much has happened in the years since you died. As always lots has […]

Do These Genes Look Good on Me?
red toes

Sometimes Facebook tells me when it’s been a while since I blogged. It actually says “it’s been a while since your audience has heard from you”. It’s been saying that a lot lately, I’m slightly tickled about having an audience. Well, little blog it has been a while. I wanted so much not to just […]